There are times we fail at things, or we don’t exactly meet our own expectations. What do we do then? How do we respond? What comes next?
I think about these things maybe a little bit too much. I feel as if I don’t do enough, that there’s always something more that I could’ve done, should’ve done, can do. I spend so much time doing these things and then I began to feel as if I’m good, that I’m doing the best that I can only to have the proverbial rug taken out from under me by someone I trust.
So then what? What does any of this really mean?
Maybe it means that all that really matters is how I feel about the things I’ve done. Fuck the rest. Maybe I can just…be happy with the progress I’ve made. If that’s the case then doesn’t that hold true for all of us?
If it does…well…then what do you think? When is it enough? How do you define these things? What would you change if you could? What would you keep? Why?